Monday, June 24, 2013

Who the hell am I?

It's been 7 months since I left the restaurant business.

I've never been more depressed with my life than I am right now. Once again things are not working out at all liked I planned.

I used to be someone else. Someone I admired. Someone I thought would amount to something in life. But I don't know who I am anymore. I hate the person I've become.

I'm so depressed. It's slowly killing me. I can't remember the last time a day when be when I didn't think I'd be better off dead.

Today I thought I was having a heart attack. Or maybe I was hoping it was a heart attack. I don't know.

This shit sucks.